Do you ever wonder what could have been? How certain decisions at the cross roads of your life when reflecting back could have altered everything you've come to be?

This album is an official first release as a music project of mine. It represents a lot of things about me not only as an artist but as a person during that time of my life. The concept of this album is the death of Christian Santana. He is the main character in this "fictional" story. The album describes the experiences he has gone through during this point of his life, the end of his life.

The story seems to simply be a tape filled with a couple atmospheric trap instrumentals with vocal samps and glitch influences but it is deeper. It does not only explain the story part for part through each instrumental which has a specific topic that it revolves around to explain the concept but it describes his personal interests which reflect his personality through the use of these samples, vocal clips and genre bendings at this point in his life. Although the story is "fictional" It is influenced through many real life scenarios and experiences he was going threw. They've been taken from his actual life around the period of when he died and slightly exaggerated to create the effect of an alternate reality concept. In other words what could of happened if things got worse and his choices had a different out come from the ones that were chosen.

I hope someone can find enjoyment out of this. Also those of you who have similar feelings or experiences about this album can understand that you are not alone and people have also experienced dark moments through out their lives weather it be physical, emotional, or spiritual...

P.s.: All these beats are OOOOLLDD AS SHIT! I've gotten way better! I just used these tracks to represent this project because these are the oldest tracks on my computer from when I first started to get good with fl. So I used the tracks from my beginner producer days to express the beginning of my life story.